I can’t decide whether I’m feeling negative, or positive. I switch between the two within the same time segment.
I don’t know whether I want to do something or not. I think about how important it is, and devalue it simultaneously.
I get worked up about what to write about. Writing something about being a frustrated Gemini, and being frustrated at being a frustrated Gemini, could perhaps bode well with Gemini’s, but what about the other star signs? Do I even really, factually, believe in star signs? Do we possess tendencies and common traits? Is this world aligned with every star and energy, or is our mind, simply put, the greatest power we know?
Does our mind’s acceptance of star signs, convince us of their existence? Or does our brain do that?
Is our manifestation a representation of the Universe? Our self consisting of body, mind, soul and brain; similar to how each planet forms our solar system; and each solar system and star completes a galaxy; and how every galaxy, forms an infinite.. the Universe.
How can I understand a darkness that I don’t see? How does it take over my mind without ever existing?
How can my mind be so powerful, that I cannot control something of which I’m in complete control of?
Suddenly I began to understand life a little more,
and as soon as I did, I couldn’t understand a single thing.